Mental holidays and computer woes

sorry I haven't been around... But life has just been crap and when crap get too much I do a very mature thing and just shut down. I can't stand to be around me so I try not to make it worse on others. Well it makes sense in my head. So after about a month of not getting online really at all - who knew that was possible. I try to and I can't! The bill was paid and everything, it was most unfair. It was some sort of iexplorer.exe application error. I could hit some sites but not others and then it would just blink out on me. I couldn't get into my gmail or yahoo at all and for reasons I am not going to go into here I couldn't get into it at work and my mother has dialup which I don't have the patience for. So if you have emailed me in the last two months and haven't heard back, that is why but I am working my way through. For those of you who have been trying to get in touch with me, thank you for caring and I am very sorry for flaking out and disappearing. I am going to be in the mist of trying to do something in real life that is going to take up time but I will try and keep this updated and would like to start doing reviews again. I will be sending out any books promised this week. Now if my computer would just stay fixed all would be well because I so can't afford to replace it at the moment. I am not being cryptic but since this is open and public I need to watch my mouth for the moment ;). I missed you guys!